Waiting is hard

I often find myself just sitting around waiting for my life to turn into the kind of life I always thought it would be. I'm 28 years old and I never once thought I'd still be childless at this point in my life. Many of you know that I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome last february. While its a common fertility problem, there is no cure. I was reading the about the risks of miscarriage in women who have pcos and its pretty discouraging. My mom just tells me to not read about those things but its hard not to. I don't want to carry false hope but I don't want to dwell in my misery either.
God knows the desires of my heart, and thats to be a mom. People keep telling me to just trust the Lord with this. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of trusting, I just want it to happen. I guess I don't have much of a choice but to have faith. I know that God is good and I know that He's going to take care of me. Having faith that He will is just so much easier said than done.
On top of all the medical issues, I don't know how Jairo and I could afford a kid right now anyways. I refuse to be the kind of mother who sticks her kid in day care for 10 hours a day 5 days a week. But at this point, I don't know how'd we make it if I didn't work.
Lord, I need some answered prayer soon here! Even if its just 1 of the 2 problems I'm facing.